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Most of us do not know when a profound or revelatory experience will arrive. That is part of what gives such moments their strange depth and power. They emerge unexpectedly: during a walk through the forest, in the middle of a difficult conversation, while sitting quietly in a church after mass, after a near collision on a darkened road, standing before a painting in a museum, crossing a foreign landscape by train, or sharing breakfast with your children as the morning light falls across the kitchen table. These moments are rarely prepared for in advance because we do not know they are coming.
 
Plant medicine ceremonies are somewhat different. While no amount of preparation can dictate the nature of the experience itself, there are ways to approach ceremony with greater clarity, discernment, stability, and intention.

Regardless of whether you make extensive internal or external preparations, if you ingest ayahuasca, you will have an experience.
And it will likely be a powerful one.

That said, the depth, clarity, and overall character of an ayahuasca experience can vary enormously. While some aspects of the experience are beyond your control, there are many factors you do have agency over. Thoughtful preparation can make a plant medicine ceremony deeper, cleaner, less physically taxing, and ultimately more useful for your life beyond the ritual space.

Here are some of the ways I support preparation for upcoming ceremonies:


Integrity
 
Guidance on navigating a variety of ceremonial settings and environments
 
Discussion of the distinctions between indigenous curanderos or pajés, non-indigenous but gifted and well-trained healers, and facilitators who may have good intentions but lack the capacity to hold a safe, sacred space
 
Exploration of different ayahuasca traditions and ceremonial lineages
 
Insights into the strengths and limitations of various ceremonial environments: jungle immersions, retreat centers, private or small group ceremonies, and informal gatherings
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Understanding how the energy of other participants can affect your experience, and how to recognize safety concerns and red flags
 



Physicality
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A thorough understanding of the ayahuasca dieta and the importance of physical health prior to ceremonies
 
Clarity around which medications and substances must be fully cleared from your system—and for how long—before sitting with ayahuasca versus those that aren't dangerous but will still interfere with ayahuasca
 
Discussion of how recent use of other plant medicines may affect your ayahuasca experience
 
 


Intention
 
Conversation around emotional, spiritual, and psychological preparation
 
Support in crafting clear intentions or prayers
 
Guidance on holding intentions without becoming rigid, attached, or overly controlling during ceremony
 



Mental Fortitude and Protection
 
Guidance on how to work through difficult or dark experiences during ceremonies

Insights on discerning between surrender and self-abandonment

Discussion of the psychological, spiritual, and energetic dynamics that may be encountered within ceremonial spaces—including experiences that some traditions or participants interpret as encounters with non-human presences—and how to remain grounded, discerning, and centered throughout such experiences, including learning to more quickly distinguish between benevolent, neutral, distorted, or harmful energies or presences

Empowerment practices for remaining centered in your sovereignty




Meditation and Breathwork

Meditations, mantras, and breath practices that work in harmony with ayahuasca

Practices for maintaining clarity, strength, and connection throughout ceremony




Grounding

Techniques for returning to your body during a ceremony if you feel like you've gone "too far" or taken too much medicine

Practices for remaining anchored in yourself during difficult or disorienting states

Post-ceremony grounding practices



Readiness

Reflection and guidance on the spiritual and psychological work that can—and should—be engaged prior to your ceremonies

Understanding how meaningful inner work beforehand can create greater receptivity during ceremony, allowing the experience to move beyond familiar psychological terrain and into aspects of the self that may otherwise remain difficult to access